Wednesday, February 2, 2011

"twirl through the driveway with angelic grace Till I slip on the sidewalk and fall on my face This peppermint winter is so sugar sweet.."

Hello again. It's been a while since I have wrote. Bluffton is GREAT! I am getting along wonderfully, it came back to me easier than I thought it would. But there is not a day that goes by that I do not think of CMC and my semester 19 family. 

So there has been a really neat job come up. Copyright Administrator. It looks really good and promising. I am still praying about it because its a big decision. But it really is starting to look like I am going to move somewhere else, and leave Ohio. 

Leaving Ohio, sounds so strange to me. I did it for for four months...but years? Gosh that is hard to take I guess. I was writing in my journal yesterday and I felt my heart breaking as it finally hit me that I am growing up. Growing up, and moving on. I can picture myself as a little girl again. Running to the library with my cousin Dustin. Laughing with my brother Dakotah about nothing. Talking with my parents after school and rambling about everything. The hugs and love. Everything. 

What's going to happen on the day that I see my family in my rear view mirror as I drive away? Things won't be the same. Seven hours isn't impossible but its far. 

God will be there though. So will my family and friends. I'll make it :) Here's to the start of February! 

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